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I'm different from what you think I am; knowledge is worth more than thoughts.
FYI
When I'm "moody" and I tell you, you're doing something wrong. And if I'm mad and you hear it indirectly, you're hurting me.That is all.
On Wednesday, August 26, 2009 at 4:49 PM
It's just the little thing
To start you off and get going. But those little things will grow into something bigger; lack your knowledge and fail to cease your doubtful conscience, you will have the emotional attachment rubbing on briar. It is not their fault for their wrong doing, it is yours due to-- well, nothing. Nothing but lingering thoughts. Thoughts that you very well know will never happen. Impossible is the impossible. Whether it be negative or positive; if so it has no logic to how it will actually happen, then it will not happen. Newtons third law doesn't only apply to physical aspects, but also happens mentally and emotionally. "For every action, there's an equal and opposite reaction," So it states. You ask, "Then why do I think of hurt and pain? Is it my insecurities?"
Very well, indeed. Your insecurities. But what has this person done to have you succumb to defeat? Nothing but love.
Love is a tender thing with pricks and bones as you swallow the feeling. But the person giving you the love does not intend to do the things that may eventually give you pain. It's inevitable. If they chose to stay with you, and if they sincerely do love you, is there a reason to have despiteful feelings? Pitiful. You are just, but only pathetically speaking. You love, but you doubt. You say you try but love doesn't test the "trying", but only the willing. Now you claim to be willing; do you know what willing is?
Nobody does.
Everybody will be their own judge upon their own actions; having only the greatest criticism. Possibly there are some who give poor judgement and will dwell in the midst of infatuation and lust. Often missing the "perfect" ingredient by drowning themselves with the cliché "it's okay" phrase.
In conclusion, the answer is within your faith. That that little thing will be your equation to "forever".
143.
On Friday, August 14, 2009 at 10:59 AM
Anxiety?
For the past week, I've been here in Tampa Bay, Florida; and hell, it's a fucking blast. But recently, I've been through a lot of thought comas. I've zoned out countless times because of "thinking". I feel like time made me distant but then again it's schedules. FFS :(. I want to stay here but I don't. I'll be too far. So ultimately my decision is "GO TO YOUR BUMBLE BEE!" <3 LMFAOI really do miss my whiteboy/korean-looking viet boy but is related to lam(b). :( I are coming home soon LA.
On Saturday, August 8, 2009 at 12:00 PM
About me
Check it: John Yip. Call me that or whatever name you want to call me. I love and care for those keep a smile on my face--- having me being selfless; I care for others more than myself. Likewise I'm a very nice person! No, I am not being over-confident or being a prideful narcissist. Rather I'm being who I am and who I claim myself to be: I'm homo. Kthx
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It's just the little thing
Anxiety?
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