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Ex-close friends, and their way of implying things
What's been really bugging me lately are people who try act nice to you but really don't. Ok so my "friend"; actually allow me to address a synopsis:Let's name this friend Terence. (Sorry, I couldn't think of another name that didn't sound so cliché like BOB. And I love to use him as a target XD -Vyvy, you can tell him) And yes, I'm still mad about this. -__-
Well so Terence and I dated for almost a year until we broke up. Like within the relationship, I was the dominant one; I risked everything and all that jazz (Going to Toronto or wherever outside of Ottawa that's about more than 5 hours away). I gave Terence money whenever needed and put my "needs" before his. Well, because I felt like I would be a better boyfriend if I did. Eh, I was apparently.--- Ok back to the point-- we went out, all that stuff and we broke up.
Knowing most of you, I told you what the hell happened. Like I'm going to emphasize this again: DISTANCE DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU TRULY LOVE SOMEONE. IT'S NOT IMPOSSIBLE... SO HOW THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I BUSSED ALL THE WAY DOWN FOR YOU? Matter of transportation. Fucking no brainer!
But yeah so recently, we've started to talk again. I had to break the ice and shit by saying hello and I abruptly went personal but not nosy enough to call me nosy. So quote:
Me: So how's the love life
Him: Not interested, and not looking o_o
Me: Oh really? Why's that.
Him: Because you don't have to be with somebody all the time...just saying.
^ Uh, you're with somebody all the time unless you're in solitary confinement. And as if you said that to me. That was so fucking blunt why didn't you take another approach on your statement. I've went through almost 3 boys after you and now you're just a bitch? Like what the fuck?
So he says he's not looking... and so he says, "I'm just saying". Idiot, do you think I'm a dumbass because I act clueless most of the time? You're just oblivious and it thrills me that you get so angry over not-so-very serious things. I booked him lying to me because I was talking with another friend of mine and he said that Terence is camming with him saying "I can't believe I'm falling in love with you already." Terence has no idea that me and that guy are really close friends.
And to bring up the "why so serious, when it's not serious" talk, it angered me because he asked me why I was trying to start up something. For fuck sakes, why would I start something? Are you dumb? And even if I did, I have the authority to be mad because you put no fucking effort into the relationship. Calling me clingy? You should be thankful I did everything for you. I should be the one calling you a gold digger. Don't give me that "I never used you" bullshit. I'm realizing how stupid I was...
Even now, I still ask for a visit and all you fucking give me is "no I'm good".
After all those arguments, YOU CALLED ME CLINGY, A LIAR, but what? What are you? You're such a slew for materials and you lie to me. You're worse than being clingy. AND NO SHIT I WAS "CLINGY", long distance relationship? You'd always make me feel bad whenever I go out with the "fine... ditch me" shit. So I'm obliged to text you or something. But whenever you go out, you're so annoyed with me so I leave you alone. And yet you still complain because I neglect you? Count your blessings.
God this was a waste of time -___- but I swear so was he. Just wanted to get this off my back. and LOL it went from 3rd person to first person. This rant was just out there. So yeah hahahaha.
Finally ranted.
On Wednesday, July 22, 2009 at 4:45 PM
About me
Check it: John Yip. Call me that or whatever name you want to call me. I love and care for those keep a smile on my face--- having me being selfless; I care for others more than myself. Likewise I'm a very nice person! No, I am not being over-confident or being a prideful narcissist. Rather I'm being who I am and who I claim myself to be: I'm homo. Kthx
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