Everything I ask for
Kamusta :]
Word Vomit: Word
Style: Fresh
Loves: Dance
I'm different from what you think I am; knowledge is worth more than thoughts.
Busy or what?
Just the smallest things can be such a handful. Short essays to just taking photos of the people around me. Even texting get's pretty hard.I don't know what's been up with you lately but life is NEVER as busy as it may seem.
Of course, there may be at some points where everything is squeezed into one schedule; but you know, there's always a break to just put it all down. The thing is, once I put everything down, I tend to avoid picking it back up LOL! Then I'm left with all this stress, however, I think that the pressure gets me to do things much more efficiently.
Rambling. I know. HAHA... I'm slacking off. Anyway, I should tell you about my schedule for the next few days.
Tomorrow:
-Vocalist meeting: decide on a song *Voting for Halo HAHA
-Cheerleading practice
-Dance practice right after ChrL. (might possibly skip it because yeah...)
-Finish "Genius" assignment for Challenges and Change
-Go shopping
Friday:
-Redeem ideas and continue with vocalist meeting
-Dance practice with CS.
-Mail Birthday Card to Tommy.
-Mail money to Janie Vu for the Sweaters.
-Last minute fix up on choreo
Saturday:
-Happy Birthday Tommy!
-Finalize Choreo to Drowning and teach at 9am.
-Volunteer at Vietnamese fall classic, take photos
-Start on anaphora column for writer's craft.
Yeah.
...
W00T! Everything is going to just fall into place... LOL I hope...
I'm losing it.
On Wednesday, September 30, 2009 at 5:04 PM
Ambiguous
^ I hate that.If anybody has to say something about me, I expect them to tell it to me.
If anybody makes an implication about something negative, I get aggravated when they say things immorally and make it seem like it's a joke. Nah, fuck you. I want to know.
If anybody has something against me, I won't give a rats ass if you confront me. Just don't be a fucker about it.
If anybody upsets me, then I'll just ignore you. Or I'll be a douchebag and give you one word responses, or make our dialogue bland. I won't give a fuck about you (or try not to) until you give a fuck about me.
lol that is all.
On Sunday, September 27, 2009 at 9:00 AM
lawlz
People anger me.People, fucking, anger me.
On Friday, September 25, 2009 at 7:45 PM
Since everyone's so negative
I chose to be negative, also. For fuck sakes; today started off well and now I'm just pissed off out of my mind. I absolutely hate it when people just vent their anger or some shit like that without telling me. For instance a few conversations will go as followed:Me: Oh hey! How're you?
Them: ... -stomps away, ignoring everything-
Me:...okay? Thanks. I'm good too.
Me: Yo [insert name here]. Any plans?
Them: FUCK STFU YOU'RE MAKING ME ANGRY
Me: Okay.
Me: Hi :D How was your day.
Them: It was shit. I don't want to talk about it.
Me: Awe! Probably better than mine.
Them: Yeah, sure.
Me: ...
OKAY LIKE SERIOUSLY?! I'm being fucking considerate and putting a fucking concern for you and it's like I'm just there as some sort of punching bag. Really? I know I'm laid-back but ultimately I have feelings too. You can say whatever you want to me but don't ruin my day by making it seem like I essentially made it worse!
I'm a person to be there and talk to you and shit and if you don't want to talk about it or anything or if you're going to hide being "okay" then don't fucking display bullshit like that to me. Just be fucking honest and I'll just stfu because I'll understand!
God dammnit.
I'm almost at my limit. I can get attention, but not the way I expect it to be. Next time, I'm just going to pretend like I'm nice. IDGAF if you're having a shit day now.
Y'all are unbelievable.
On Thursday, September 24, 2009 at 5:07 PM
Logic vs Intuition
Everytime I think about us, it just occurs to me that we'll be fine. Because emotionally I'm stuck loving you until (god forbid) that one day you cut ties between us. Logically, I have doubts because we're so far.
What I can say is, is that commitment is no problem for me and I'll make it easier for you somehow.
I don't know... can't explain.
I mean it when I add 143 together.
On Tuesday, September 15, 2009 at 5:21 PM
Speechless
Easily bothered.Jealousy is just overwhelming.
I want to say it but I can't.
I just smile your way like everything's okay.
On Sunday, September 13, 2009 at 8:12 AM
I just need to filter
I don't know wth is going on with me, lately. Maybe it could be because I miss him a lot. Honestly, I'm putting my all into the relationship, but this distance is holding me back. I got a job but I have lots of debt. to pay. Also, this year is my senior year and it's going to be hella busy. So fml? But I made a date for October, and it's set. I'm going to Toronto to visit whether he likes it or not.But that wasn't really what's been bothering me(at least, not in immensly). It's how things are just... distant. I've become more lonelier than I ever been and it's just causing insanity. Likewise, I'd have to work a lot harder and focus more. My capability of doing all this is exhausting. I just want to get through this year like I would do every year smoothly.
I just think too much. I'm losing myself and I have no idea who I am anymore. I'm changing drastically and it's causing me to contemplate a lot of things.
In terms of relationship, I don't know whether to be protective or not. I can't allow myself to provocatively say "no" because it nudges me saying that it'll cause conflict. I'm just a sucker.
In terms of the school environment, I don't know how I'm juggling so much with bad work habits.
In terms of motivation, I'm just... lost.
I can tell anybody everything, I just don't want the comforting to be such a burden.
-John Yip.
On Saturday, September 5, 2009 at 6:32 PM
About me
Check it: John Yip. Call me that or whatever name you want to call me. I love and care for those keep a smile on my face--- having me being selfless; I care for others more than myself. Likewise I'm a very nice person! No, I am not being over-confident or being a prideful narcissist. Rather I'm being who I am and who I claim myself to be: I'm homo. Kthx
Affiliates
e-beef LOL
Tran Hieu Vo
Busy or what?
Ambiguous
lawlz
Since everyone's so negative
Logic vs Intuition
Speechless
I just need to filter
Lam Tra Mi
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