Everything I ask for
Kamusta :]
Word Vomit: Word
Style: Fresh
Loves: Dance
I'm different from what you think I am; knowledge is worth more than thoughts.
I just need to filter
I don't know wth is going on with me, lately. Maybe it could be because I miss him a lot. Honestly, I'm putting my all into the relationship, but this distance is holding me back. I got a job but I have lots of debt. to pay. Also, this year is my senior year and it's going to be hella busy. So fml? But I made a date for October, and it's set. I'm going to Toronto to visit whether he likes it or not.But that wasn't really what's been bothering me(at least, not in immensly). It's how things are just... distant. I've become more lonelier than I ever been and it's just causing insanity. Likewise, I'd have to work a lot harder and focus more. My capability of doing all this is exhausting. I just want to get through this year like I would do every year smoothly.
I just think too much. I'm losing myself and I have no idea who I am anymore. I'm changing drastically and it's causing me to contemplate a lot of things.
In terms of relationship, I don't know whether to be protective or not. I can't allow myself to provocatively say "no" because it nudges me saying that it'll cause conflict. I'm just a sucker.
In terms of the school environment, I don't know how I'm juggling so much with bad work habits.
In terms of motivation, I'm just... lost.
I can tell anybody everything, I just don't want the comforting to be such a burden.
-John Yip.
On Saturday, September 5, 2009 at 6:32 PM
About me
Check it: John Yip. Call me that or whatever name you want to call me. I love and care for those keep a smile on my face--- having me being selfless; I care for others more than myself. Likewise I'm a very nice person! No, I am not being over-confident or being a prideful narcissist. Rather I'm being who I am and who I claim myself to be: I'm homo. Kthx
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